few months ago I started dating a man who honestly I fell very good, good humor, funny and even sweet ... the attraction was there and we agreed that it would try to just take him without worrying of naming our treatment ...
My open mind that allows for a certain "innocence" and expectation but that if it does not accept the disappearance surprises in this case, what happened ... everything was fine and suddenly the man is lost without explanation! I do not deny that it hurt the ego and made me wonder again and again if I had done something that would generate such a reaction but always remembering that we had been ended in zero commitments and for that reason he downplayed his attitude without saving any kind of feeling regard.
Maybe that's why when I found it again I said hello and greet an old friend (I still remember his face of surprise) and ignored the story that after my attempt to return to his former partner, but of course that did not work ... and wish him good luck and tell Venezuelans stayed in somewhere another chance.
I thought that the man would say that for me and I do not mean anything ... He knows that it was he who wanted to disappear and maybe at that time concientizaría that if he spoke as if nothing was friendly and it was because the issue was irrelevant and not worth the return on the subject ... but I guess not, I suppose that for certain types of men, women who leave can only be understood (in his mind immature) injuries and hating them forever or willing to have the slightest chance of returning with them.
... So was this man, because from that moment has not stopped me suggestions and the truth that I have politely ignored by the simple fact that I show so little importance to his words but últimamentese has become so intense that I had to speak out and say that I appreciate the offers but I lost interest a long time ... that their currency is very hard for this girl decency! but if it'll be available to talk ...
replied that he only amused me eternal autoconvición " de buena mujer y no quiso volver a hablarme... que extraño no???? quien se lo imaginaría? yo que pensaba que en verdad quería mi amistad... (sigue creyendo!!!) jajaja
Debería saber que el hecho de hablarle no se traduce en ganas de que me vuelvan a dar un trato desmerecido, ni menos de parte de alguien que lo hizo a consciencia!!! que hablarle no es sinónimo de deseo y que no necesito autoconvencerme de lo que soy... lo que pasa es que soy yo la que decide cuando y con quien portarse mal.
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